Dear Mindsay,

These two years with you have been wonderful. Despite some of your shortcomings, you have your own advantages that I cannot find anywhere else. However, I have found a new baby, who can help me to express myself even better.

I've moved permanently to http://paksu.blogdrive.com.

by Damien Rice

I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But I lonelily landed my waltz in her hands
In a way I felt you were leaving me
I was sure I wouldn't find you at home
And you let me down
You could have knocked off the evening
But you lonelily let him push under your bone
You let me down
It's no use deceiving
Neither of us wanna be alone

You're coming home, you're coming home

I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But I was lonelily looking for someone to hold
In a way I lost all I believed in
And I never found myself so low
And you let me down
You could've called if you'd needed
But you lonelily got yourself locked in instead
And you let me down
It's one thing being cheated
But you took him all the way through your bed

And now you're coming home
And I'm trying to forgive
You're coming home
And I'm trying to forget
You're coming home
And I'm trying to move on
You're coming home
And you haven't called yet

You're coming home
And I'm trying to forgive
You're coming home
I'm just trying to forget
You're coming home
I'm trying to move on
You're coming home
But you haven't called
You're coming home

You're coming home, you're coming home

I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But I lonelily loomed her into my bone
You let me down
There's no use deceiving
Neither of us wanna be alone

I'm in Labuan now. A semi-ghost town.

Chocolates here are cheap though. There goes my diet plan.

Last Friday I went to Times Bookshop, Suria KLCC. I was looking for a simplified version of Microsoft Excel reference book. So I went straight to the computer section.

I found quite a collection of books on Excel. First, I looked for Idiot's Guide series, but after flipping through I thought it was too novice. So I looked among the For Dummies series. I found:

• Excel Sales Forecasting For Dummies
• Excel Data Analysis For Dummies
• Excel Formulas and Functions For Dummies (how come this one is not on their site?)

Hmmm... Advanced topics for dummies. I thought it is so ironic, and had a hard time choosing the correct book. So I bought the formulas and functions book as I think it's not too specific. Thank God I chose the correct book.

The question is, why does an advanced person still need a For Dummies book? Like me?

BTW, tonight I'll be playing volleyball, after not hitting the court for like two weeks already.

And another newsflash: I already have a bahasa rojak blog here. Maybe one day I'll neglect this blog and concentrate at the other one, since I think it's more user friendly and powerful.

My grandma passed away peacefully last night. To any Muslim who is reading this, please recite al-Fatihah for her.

(I want to share my experience while I was away in Kuantan, but I don't think it's a suitable time)